When We Are Not Arround

#NowPlaying : Kiss The Rain - Hienie Dao

Welcome back to my blog,

I'm thinking about the past, eventhough i'm not move yet.
But yeah, never mind i'll find someone like you.

Cannot lie, i'm still waiting u from the corner of the street,
but i realize that it never happen.
I'm stuck. hurt.

My life so complicated since that day.
Sometimes everythin' ruin my mood.
Like i'm so alone and lonely in this earth,
Struggle with this shit, face this world, etc.
Oh My God.

My life looks like fun and happy in social media,
but yeah?
What u expect?
But deep down in my heart like there is one piece that lost.
Idk. I feel like that.
I lost my self.

I ever think bout my future,
Will I be happy?
Happy from inside?

And, hey, How Are You Today?
Are u good?
Are you with someone else now?
Do u miss me ?

I guess no.
I don't deserve to be missed.
I look cold, heartless..

But one thing you should know..
Yeah. Thats it.
I think u can guess it.

Hi. Sleep tight.
Do u already text your "someone" good nite?
Yeah I guess already.

Its okay.
I'm happy you found yours.
fuckin happy.

Meybe someday,
if I'm still alive,
and the universe allows us to meet,
I want to talk with smile about our life that we've been through when we're not arround.
With no hurt, and any anger.

Okay, see you when I see you.

#NowPlaying : The Man Who Can Be Moved - The Script