Story About Lately :')

Niteeee reader…

Lately I feel so lonely. Why? Yes. Because I lost my habit since I was first semester in collage. Since I’m  not an Secretary General in ALSA, I don’t have an activity or job. #tsaah

Reader, lately my heart isn’t condusive, why? Because something shit happen to me. So I try to find another activity in my life to throw this fucking shit feels. But what kind of activity ??

‘wait the minute. For intermezzo’

I just got my mom whatsapp.

M: whats happen ca?  my handphone with Willi few time ago. Call me. I don’t have pulse.

J : No problem ma. Just wanna call you. There is no something happen. Later I call you back, now I’m    writing in my blog.

M : I’m just trying to solve TPA’s Willi. So Confused.

J : haa? Are you wanna test SBM soon?

M : J J

Okay. That’s my awkward conversation with my mom. Okay. Forget it.

#skip

Continue…

What kind of activity to ‘health’ myself? I wanna tell you.

I’m a girl who love read something book that I guess worth to read. So almost everyday (hmm maybe 2-3 times in a week) I go to Book Store. We can say it Gramedia. Hahaha. Buy few books? Few novels? Few magazines? Haha oh no. I don’t have any money guys. I just read there.

I be able for 2-3 hours there to read any books. Rigid? Absolutely yes. I just hope there is a chairs or something to sit while I’m  reading. Haha. #maunyasihgetoh

If I’m not finish read a book, example a novel. I mark or remember what last page I read, and tomorrow or a day I come back to read in Gramedia, l continue read that novel. Haha how smart I’m.

That a rope I give to you to read any book without buy it. Haha. But if you have a money. Just buy wkkw. I don’t have and I want to read, so that’s it I did.

Another activity to ‘health’ myself is, ride a motorcycle around Panjer, Renon. I just almost everyday to do this. I do this for throw my bored feel in my kost. I do this after have a dinner.

You guys have to know that I’m maybe an individual person. Sometime I’m happy if I’m in alone. If I do something with other, I feel disturb. I dunno sih, maybe its depends on who with me. If that person is close to me, I’m fine. But if isn’t close I feel hmm, what can I say.. maybe I don’t feel comfort with.

KKN is close. Maybe I find new funny friends and the vanue/location is beautiful to adventure. #GodPleaseHelp

And its mean, another busy activity is come. Hahaha. I don’t mind that I’m too jumawa, but I just find my happiness, to throw my bore, my heart that’s not condusive.

O ya. I just wanna say,

Hi. You. Yes you who make me sad lately. Fuvk off yeah. You are not sorry. Maybe this problem with times. I dont know when I feel better again. But I’m trying now. Thank you so much yeah. I hate you.